pull the plug before it gets worse.

im afraid im bored and hungry. its raining outside and i am alone here trying to think of a worthy topic to blog. but as usual, the befuddled mind cannot come up with a topic to expound, explain, agree or disagree upon, criticize and etc.

only when the mind is clear, relaxed and disconnected from the profanity of the real world can an idea, thought or emotion become pure and genuine. people are inherently capable of purifiying their inner psyche, of employing safeguarding tendencies or defense mechanisms to  solidify or protect their ego integrity. you see in the hustle and bustle ),,,) of the world today we are always afflicted with evil thoughts, surrounded by evil mechanisms, and pregnant with evil people. the earth is filled with dirt and grime. and here in our place, we are stuck in the mud of decay. putrefaction. purgation.

actually i recognize that i am having problems with my attendance. i seem to love using silly little situations as excuses for being constantly absent in my subjects. i hate to join the committee meetings so i skip them and make excuses. i hate things like that. id rather do something alone than be in a group and tolerate their insolence. harsh but thats how i feel right now. inside the campus,i havent been in a situation where i loved being in a group. anyways its all about me. the usual they-hate-me, they-bug-me, they-annoy-me things.. enough about me. let us try to observe the different situations presented as of this very moment:

across the street , is a store and carinderia combined + shotinganan/bar or whatever. i can see a group of college students, most of them in their uniforms. i think its a traditional phenomenon inherent from monkeys and animals alike.. organisms love to bond and socialize, to unite and come as one. so there they go, one shotglass, one hit, one puff, one for all and all for one, including HEPA A or B, HIV, and other infectious diseases.. so go ahead, be one with them. its your choice.

flight of ideas. word salad.