On the way to Red

Sunday, May 17th, 2009

 

Dreaming Scarlet by shirotsuki

 Just as Saturn emerged from retrgorade mode since December 31, its now time to follow the red planet’s orbit and move along towards gaining wisdom from experience.

Going the red way for me is accepting the fact that I am going to join Red Cross Training tomorrow 8am - 5 pm. On the homey side of me I think joining Red Cross is absolutely dreadful and would remove the privilege of being a perky little princess in our nice little home in the province. It would mean giving up the glorious extra hours of sleeping late, waking up and being served food, not having to really work at all, just being there and playing with my beloved brownie boo and just eating and relaxing. Gosh. 

I believe that tomorrow’s training will officially end my lazy days and jump start the long long road of waking up at 5am in the morning. Yes I think its about time to embrace the totality of life. I dont have to waste away and spend my days doing nothing, letting go of the potentials in me. The time for relaxation and rejuvenation is enough. The short and very merry and grandiose April life of happiness and sleep has given me enough strength and power to embark on a very challenging and magical life indeed.

Red Cross Training will ensue for at least a week and a day. Hopefull after the training I would become more responsible, organized, self-confident and very happy and vibrant. There’s nothing like a challenge to awaken the blood of the sleeping dragon. May the Dragon in me be awakened by Saturn’s return. May it fly and soar high that it may lead me towards greatness and towards the Divine.